Day 3

It sucks....I'm not gonna lie to you. Doesn't seem like I'm making any progress. I know that all takes time, but this is the stage where people give up. I swear after the day I have had I would eat chocolate cake for dinner and crawl in bed if I didn't have a goal. Why can't I?  Is it because other peoples lives always sound soooo much more interesting than our own?

I am a paralegal by trade, medical malpratice...sounds interesting doesn't it? It's not, I am bored to tears. My husband is a technical operations manager for a cable/telephone/internet company that also sounds interesting....again, wrong. I watch people who's jobs are exciting like bull fighters and paratroopers and think there's a job I could love....bet those people don't. So what is the solution here??? Well insanity, or so it is said, is doing the same thing everyday and expecting different results. So technically, we are all insane. There, don't you feel better? I do. Now I have an excuse for my dilemma....haha

Ahhh....but I am changing my habits and aside from a slight backslide in the attitude today (IT person was provoked and taunted) my attitude, physical being, eating habits and sleep/wake schedules. For all those who are disheartened (like me at the moment) read "who moved my cheese". Awesome book, very insightful.


Peace and love.....until you hear my stomache growl again,
Marshell